iNfEcTeD

Soooooooooooo, today I hit 74 DNC! woot!! um...I went and PL'd my g/f in Qufim for a half an hour or so...she's so awesome ^_^ lets see, I did a few teleports for gil.

I need to find a way to buy/get a Roundel Earring for my dnc / whm. I cannot wait for the new expansion to come out! omg the mage hat...so sexy!! so i've got that planned out...and it will have the following stats:

(Base) Def:19 MP+20 "Conserve MP"+3

(augments) MND+6 "Cure" potency +3% "Fast Cast" (+2%)

omg will be friggin amazing!

I think that's all for tonight~ ^_^

::Hugs and Kisses::

LaCk Of ExCiTmEnT

I hit 73 dancer today...and now have Evisceration.

yay! \o/ i guess...lol

Motorcycles are the sex

So today, I was taken for a bike ride...yes motorcycle harley davidson bike...lol

OMG! I nvr realized how much I want a man with a bike...it is definitely...the sex.

I KNEW Lion was hot for me....

So, way to early in the morning for me, so i decided to fuck around while Max was at Safety Town~ Here you can see me being goofy with Izz, who i just found out is drinking at 9:30 in the morning and not sharing...wtf Izz?? and you can see that Lion is totally gay for me...God if I was pixels i'd so fuck the shit out of her....HOT!

rAwRnEsS

Well, today is kind of blah...but i'm getting through it the only way I know how at this point. First while afk, I was spanked, and after questioning it, was licked. lol Second, my linkshell has been too quiet this afternoon, so I proceeded to fill it with words, as you can see from the 2nd SS. Um...chances are i'll have more later...i'm just felt like posting these 2 now for enjoyment purposes~ ^_^

As the storm dies...

So I blew up yesterday, I admit that while yes, the way I handled my RL situation may not have been the best for everyone involved, it was the only way I felt it needed to be handled. I apologize that people couldn't handle it. But everyone needs their space, especially during delicate situations. Yes, I probably could have just said, "I need space, I have something very delicate going on right now, i'll talk to you when I fix it", but I didn't, and that's something people need to get over.

But honestly, I shouldn't have to worry that my life is going to be attacked if I disappear for a few days. I shouldn't have to worry about people saying that "this shit" is happening, when they have no facts. Only the people involved, and myself have the facts, and that's how it should stay.

What happened yesterday, was just as bad as the paparazzi on britney spears when she was going through her crisis. Think about it...really...she was having a lot of sensitive issues going on, and they exploited that to make her look horrible, without having all the true facts. It's why she made a documentary to air on TV, so everyone could know the truth.

But enough with that, I apologize to those I hurt, but I'm dealing with my feelings and RL situations the way I know how, and that includes keeping it out of my linkshell, and all my other groups of friends. I'm keeping my problems as close to me as possible, with one exception b/c they already know a lot about my past.

~Peace

dRaMa Is LaMeSaUcE

So...things haven't been going well lately, so I've only logged on FFXI for events, and been ignoring all texts, calls, tells, you name it.

The fact that I don't talk to quite a few people in just a couple days isn't something that anyone should be freaking out about.

To then log on to hear that my ls member was being..harassed? per say....and then be bitched out about it, as well as have half my ls not talk to me now because of said drama, is completely absurd. I'm very disappointed in everyone involved.

A. My business is my business. If you find out about something, you should learn to keep your fucking mouth shut. It's not your business to share, with anyone.

B. If I haven't talked to you in a couple days, don't flood my inbox's with messages, and most definitely don't harass my friends. That's rude and uncalled for, especially when all the details of the situation at hand are sensitive and you don't have them all.

and last but not least,

C. If you're that fucked up that you have to make my life even more miserable by spreading unnecessary drama and "facts" about my life, and furthermore having all that drama and so called "facts" being spread even more on other forums to make me look like I was a bitch to you, then obviously you never truly cared about how I felt. You never thought about how I would take it, how I would feel.

So fuck you...both of you....you both had no right sharing any thoughts on what was going on with me...because neither of you had any idea as to what I've been through the past few days.

Harassment of the Mute

So I was never one for talking on vent...but it's actually quite addicting >.> I used to get called the tape recorder...in fact...sometimes I still do XD Anyway, vent needz moar random stories, and our little pirate Griftor will not speak on vent to share them. So harass him I must! I needz to hear stories when i'm on vent b/c its usually quiet~ I also stole his joytoy last night and um, apparently Fairy and Devdev are "buddies" and fairy also wants to make baby pandas....

Bonanza~

Woot! First post!! >.>

Today the numbers were announced for the Mog Bonanza! I won a rank 5 statue on all mules, and lucky me won a rank 4 on my main!! My Faffy statue's name is going to be Marcus after the GoW main character b/c he's friggin sexy~! Going to take my rank 4 prize and sit on it for a month or two...let it get undercut for a bit and when there's less competition, go back and sell so I have money ^_^ Also my DNC is level 71 and I can solo the flamingo's in sky~ and um...um....I like turtles.