As the storm dies...

So I blew up yesterday, I admit that while yes, the way I handled my RL situation may not have been the best for everyone involved, it was the only way I felt it needed to be handled. I apologize that people couldn't handle it. But everyone needs their space, especially during delicate situations. Yes, I probably could have just said, "I need space, I have something very delicate going on right now, i'll talk to you when I fix it", but I didn't, and that's something people need to get over.

But honestly, I shouldn't have to worry that my life is going to be attacked if I disappear for a few days. I shouldn't have to worry about people saying that "this shit" is happening, when they have no facts. Only the people involved, and myself have the facts, and that's how it should stay.

What happened yesterday, was just as bad as the paparazzi on britney spears when she was going through her crisis. Think about it...really...she was having a lot of sensitive issues going on, and they exploited that to make her look horrible, without having all the true facts. It's why she made a documentary to air on TV, so everyone could know the truth.

But enough with that, I apologize to those I hurt, but I'm dealing with my feelings and RL situations the way I know how, and that includes keeping it out of my linkshell, and all my other groups of friends. I'm keeping my problems as close to me as possible, with one exception b/c they already know a lot about my past.

~Peace